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Stop cycling already.
You think you can only do harm, so you do harm, so you think you’ve proved yourself right because you only did harm, so you stick with the harm. If you can just hold off and stop setting fire to everything good in your life, you’ll find that a lot of people are happy to have you around. And if you think you’ve “tricked” them, that doesn’t matter. You can keep “tricking” them, so they’ll keep being happy, so you can “trick” them some more. It’ll continue indefinitely so long as you don’t decide to “end the trick” and hurt them in the name of not hurting them.
You think you can only do harm, so you do harm, so you think you’ve proved yourself right because you only did harm, so you stick with the harm. If you can just hold off and stop setting fire to everything good in your life, you’ll find that a lot of people are happy to have you around. And if you think you’ve “tricked” them, that doesn’t matter. You can keep “tricking” them, so they’ll keep being happy, so you can “trick” them some more. It’ll continue indefinitely so long as you don’t decide to “end the trick” and hurt them in the name of not hurting them.